Thanks to orkut.
I had to scrap a friend and i was about to write the same lines, "yes life's on...guess things are fine...take care". But then, hey! I stopped and for a difference i wrote something that i have been feeling much of the times, i wrote him...
"Dude, hmm quite unnerved by the uncertainities of life :(...guess it will be fine but lets see:)"
Now this friend of mine thought something is seriuously wrong as i seldom put forth such a statement in public scrap books...and he wanted to know more (typical humane attitude) and he asked me what it was and i never replied....
Guess we all have this questions like a noose above our heads....should i do A or B...what they will lead too...why not do something different? But then what if i fail when i do that?...so the questions go on...
I would not want to crib here in this article as it leads to no where....
What i am calling for is...everyone has a want to achieve something...to prove themselves to their selves and we wait for opportunities...Most of the times we regret for things that we have not done than of things that we did. Why not give it chance...put in all your effort and the physics of energy will take care of it. I did that once...and i got it...but it required all my focus and in the go i lost contacts with a few very fine friends of mine. Yes that only emphasizes that u lose some to gain anything...but then how much do u want ur needs...is the question here...
Trust me or rather trust Paul Cohelo for this line which i summarize..."when u aspire to be something/ want something, proportional to the intensity of the want the whole universe conspires around you to get you that thing".
And well if u feel like "am i being selfish"...trust me everyone is, in some way or the other...